OLLLLLYYYYYY!!!!!!! D,:

CRYING NOW.

JAMIE IS AMAZING, HOW DARE HE BE IN THE BOTTOM TWO!!!!!!!!!!!!

grrrr.

Also, according to my brother, who lived down the road from 'Jedward', all the boys from Lucan that aren't HARD MEN are like them, 'fucking pansies' as he put it.

STILL OUTRAGED. HURRY UP FUCKING ADS.

With the cunning use of Starbucks :)

Was having a minor freak out earlier, because OH YEAH I'M MOVING OUT TODAY. I haven't packed, have no money and nothing is working for me. So que freak out.

But then I got money into my back account. SO STARBUCKS TIME.


Starbucks fixes everything. :)

Wish me luck people. I'm heading out into the big bad world, all on my owney. I have 10 horses and a yard to run ALL BY MYSELF.

And since both laptops are still el fucked, I won't be online much :(

FREAKY INCESTIOUS LITTLE BOYS ARE FREAKY.

EW

I love Xfactor. I'm ashamed for my country.

I suppose there was the time I tried to jump off the pier in Dun Laoghaire. But that wasn't scary, for me anyway, I'm sure my friends were terrified, I was having a great time! It was probably the time I drank most of a bottle of whiskey and blacked out in Dun Laoghaire with some guy and then the next day he went around telling people that... things had happened, and I really had no idea.

Drugs? where to begin... Again, I don't think I've ever really had a scary experiance, I've had a few funny trips on pills, like the time I couldn't stop puking and couldn't move in the middle of temple bar. I've never had a scary experiance with weed, its far to much fun for that, the worst that's happened is I get the greens a bit. Usually I'm Hiiiiiggghhh after like one toke and then I'm on the floor (Quite litereally) twitching like crazy and laughing my ass off. Why don't more people smoke weed? It is jolly good fun...

I don't normally do these things, but I feel pushed to answer this.

I'm knicking someone elses idea for a top five (I hope, it might be more.), but these are all kinda on the same level.

5. My Chemical Romance in April 2007 (I think) in Simmonscourt Dublin. Ok so the actual gig was shit, but it was important to me, I was so into them at the time. I got right into the MIDDLE of the pit, worst possible place to be, MCR waltza onstage, mass hysteria ensues, I have a panic attack and think I'm dying. A very nice gay boy pushed me right up the front and out over the barrier where I promptly passed out after loosing a shoe. I just remember feeling my heartbeat and thinking 'this is it, my hearts about to stop, I'm going to die.'. I got carted off to the ambulance and they sat me down with a bottle of water. But then Welcome to the Black Parade came on and I fucking legged it outta there and straight back into the crowd. I cried through the entire Black Parade part of the show, the whole thing. But then they came back on as My Chem and I was so fucking happy, like running on high. It was amazing. I would never go to see them again, I lost all respect for them after that show, it was too big, to impersonal, but I still kinda have a soft spot for 'Three Cheers...'

4. HIM in April 2006 at the Ambassador Dublin. My first ever concert, and I went to hell and back to fucking get there. Long story involving us showing up on the wrong day 'cause Linde broke his arm and then when the actuall day rolled around I spent all day crying in bed because Hannahs dad decided she couldn't go (What fucking tool doesn't ask her parents till the night before? fool.). I eventually said fuck it, I'm going on my own. I was in the balcony, on my own, my eyes still stinging from crying all day, and the gig was kinda shit, atmosphere was crap, but it was Ville Valo and it was HIM and I fangirled like crazy. I had loads of recordings on my phone of the gig (I lost the batteries during the openers 'cause I dropped my camera and they fell out). I got to see Linde play Wings Of a Butterfly so I was happy. :) They haven't been back to Ireland since, fucking yanks.

3. Enter Shikari in April 2007 in the Ambassador Dublin. It was the day after MCR, all the same people, all of us in bits from MCR and we just went fucking mental to some bangin tunes. I've seen them three times live, this was the second time, first one in the ambassador, and it was class. the other one was too, they were both amazing.

I can't decide between two for my 1 and 2, they were both amazing for different reasons so

Enter Shikari November 2006 in this tiny club I can't remeber the name of now that I love. It was just after I'd tried to kill myself. me, Hannah, Hugo and Daniel, Emo'ed up to the MAXX. Imagine the scene, 200 angry scene kids and emos crammed into a space that hold 100 normal people, its hot, its sweaty and all we want to do is kick the shit out of eachother.
IT WAS AMAZING. I love Enter's, everyone must see them live once in their lives. This gig was amazing because I know I will never be in an atmosphere like that again, so what if the sound was shit and I had to crawl under the pit and go puke in the bathroom, it was the gig of my younge life.

AND

Apocalyptica in December 2007 in the Ambassador Dublin. This gig was amazing for a very different reason, it is single handedly, hands down, THE best quality gig I have ever been to. The guys were on top form, the production was fab, the sound was PERFECT. Plus, its Apocalyptica. I was there on my own, for a few reason, and I didn't give a shit. Those guys are amazing on stange, I thought the cellos might be a bit goofy, but no way, they were pure SEX, the crowd were did the vocals, and it rocked on for HOURS. We wouldn't let them leave, they literally did four encores, played every song they had, by the end of it the guys and the crowd were all about to die. I've never enjoyed a concert as much as I did that one.
I also met John that night before the gig. So its memorable for a few reasons.

:)

I NEED TO GO TO A CONCERT. PLACEBO YES PLEASE!

Ok, didn't go out. couldn't be arsed, my foot is broked, its owie.

OMG. HAS ANYONE SEEN THE WAAAAAAAAMMMMBULANCE POST ON __VAM.

WE MUST TAKE IT OVER WITH LULZ COMMENTS, BENNY ARE YOU WITH ME?!

I'm going out with my brother again...

This will be fun. :)

I'M HAVING A MIGHTY BOOSH DAY! yay.

Benny needs a RP character, come you peeps get your thinking hats out!! What characters are there left?

So far I've got:

Yer man wot owns Place in NB (Doug Rocket, thank you CDN)
That girl wot Spider shagged in the little village (Or any of them really)
Monkey (The girl wot Rudi fell in love wiv wot smells like peanuts)
Douglas Renhoylm (again CDN)

Any other suggestions lads? We need a rather Lulz character.

Changing Rooms is on!!!!! OLD changing rooms. 90's oh yeh.

I hate Festina Lente.

They sent a letter to the BHS saying that I'm a retard and need special consideration. *Snarl*

and, AND! THEY DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME. the BHS sent me a letter saying 'Don't sweat it, the examiners are pro's' or the like.

OH YEAH AND THE LETTER IS BEING GIVEN TO THE CHEIF EXAMINER. So on the day I'm going to get all them stupid sympathetic looks and stupid questions.

*Snarl* All that hard fucking work and studying down the fucking pisser.

I HAVE A BLACK EYE.

Why do I have a black eye?

I GOT HIT IN THE FACE WITH A DOOR.

YES. A FUCKING DOOR.

Why did I get hit with a door?

BECAUSE GAVAN KICKED IT.

Why did Gavan kick the door?

BECAUSE 'HE WAS UPSET THAT COLIN IS LEAVING'

Great, not Colin is gone, and OH YEAH I HAVE A FUCKING EGG GROWING OUT OF MY FORHEAD.

I was so fucking wasted I didn't even know it had happened, All I knew was my fucking head hurt and I was gonna kill the mother fucker, but then he was crying so I couldn't punch him, but turns out he was crying over Colin leaving (Grasping at straws much?) so I left, and then it hit me (Figuritively this time) OH YEAH I JUST GOT HIT IN THE HEAD WITH A FUCKING DOOR.

I promptly started crying and then we downstairs and passed out on the couch (I think. Its where I woke up anyway.)

OH YEAH, I STILL HAVE A FUCKING BLACK EYE.

Benjiman Button is a Lash. That is all.

I'm going workin at the trainers for the next week-ish, so I won't be around :(

Dude, I am actually a workaholic. I'm on 'Summer holidays' and what am I doing? WORKING.

On the flip-side, its for my deadly trainer and I'm getting a full time job out of the deal (HOPEFULLY. PRAY FOR ME PEOPLE.). I love her. She's great. I've spent the last week sitting in a car. WE WERE DRIVING FOR 12 HOURS TODAY. ugh.

In other news...

I have no other news. God I'm sad.

I just realised that the reason that no one is online for the 'party' is 'cause its not my midnight they mean. Or I'm just being a fool and don't get this thing at all.

I wanna wanna wanna go to the big party :((

I think Spider is going back to the jungle, me no likey playing him. Turns out we're not that much the same after all.

I followed Gay!Dream!Man's advice. I don't know if he was right though...

( Fiery )

I just got Jeohva Witness-ed. AND I'M WEARING BOXERS.

ew